While I have gone by many names in my life, some
public and
others private, some spiritual and others mundane, in this work I am
using the name Dver, which means "Door" in Russian.
I have been a pagan since 1996, soon afterwards
becoming
focused on Hellenic polytheism. While I still consider that my
primary religious path, I am also a spiritworker, and as such I
sometimes am called upon to build relationships with gods and spirits
of other traditions. Hence I may occasionally work with certain Slavic
or Germanic gods, and often the wights of the land I live on,
regardless of their type. I
have good reasons when I move outside of my "home" tradition, and take
care to always
be respectful of the gods and spirits involved in my work and worship,
and the traditions
themselves.
My first love was Dionysos, and He is still foremost
in my
heart and in my practice, though now I also count Hermes and Apollon as
secondary patrons (though in very different ways). I have certain
personal
spirits (animal, plant, and others) I work with intimately, including a
tutelary spirit and a spirit lover whom I refer to as my daimon
- a large and mostly private part of my Work revolves
around Them.
I pay a lot of attention to the nymphs, other land wights, and the
dead. I also regularly honor Persephone, Hekate and
Trophonios, among others. My spiritual "family" is very complex, and I
am still learning how They all fit together, but I know They
do.
I have been calling myself a spiritworker since the
fall of
2006. Although I was doing many of the same practices before that, it
was only then that I accepted the calling as a vocation, and fully
committed myself to it. Which of course meant that my life immediately
became much more interesting, and much more intense. This is not a
hobby for me, it is not something I pursue on the side of my regular
religious practice - it is who and what I am. And I do this not only
for myself, but as a service to the gods and to those who worship Them,
that I might bridge the gap and allow for deeper communication in both
directions.
This website is the latest task They have given me,
and one
that I have been avoiding for as long as I could. It is very difficult
for me to write about these matters - some things seem to me aporrheton
(mysteries that should not be spoken of) and some arrheton
(mysteries that cannot be verbalized). Part of me would much rather
keep them to myself. However, it has been made clear to me that there
are people out there who need to read this, who may be receiving
similar callings but with no idea how to begin, who may be inspired by
some of what I have done (as I have been so inspired by other
spiritworkers and their writings), who may be interested in how one can
be a spiritworker in a Hellenic context (so far a pretty rare
combination, I believe). This will also be a way to reach more people
in need of the oracular services I provide, which is the focus of the
public side of my spiritwork. And perhaps there are reasons to have
this site that I do not yet foresee - I trust my gods that They are
steering me in the right direction.
As I make the transition away from leadership
roles
within mainstream Hellenic polytheism, to a position further on the
outskirts (from temple priestess to nympholept in the cave, as I
sometimes think of it), as I make a new life for myself where gods and
spirits are my constant companions (a life both inexpressibly wonderful
and often lonely), I have carved out this little niche where I can
speak about some of what I do, and perhaps find others like myself. I
hope what I share may do some good.